*depression zoOming in* ahHh.i have slow reactions........buh maybe that's becos i dint get stuck into some faarrrr, rejected school...no offense cos i know alot of you guys did.....its gonna be hard for me toOh..i mean most ppl i know didnt get into wash....mostly into burton/balboa/mission welL burton's not that bad...i can't believe that this year went by so fast...i remember the beginning of summer when i went to metroen wif ppl and was wondering when the year was gonna end..tring to find a way to earn so extra dough durning the next summer...i hope i dont screw up anything wif anyone ...i wish i could dissapear and just find a place where someone won't screw it up ... i think i havta die to go there tho.... lets just see how long i can last before i pull the trigger ... who the hell is gonna care.

i love the matchbox 20 song...i think it really explains alot.....

Unwell
(chorus)
I'm not crazy I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be

*still luv felTon...forget yoH lona...yahoo pics hella sux no wonda he looks so bad....